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It’s almost midnight but I’m still wide awake. My kids and husband are already asleep but I’m still on the hype of browsing the internet. In short – I CAN’T SLEEP!

Honestly, I have so many things in my mind right now that somehow confuses and complicates my life even more. I am in a situation that I don’t where it will take me and I am not sure if it is the right path to take.

Urgh! I really hope everything will get well just as I’ve wanted and hopefully he will decide and choose me. That’s it I can’t blurt this out.

Sorry guys..

I opened my laptop this evening and thought of browsing the internet and check on my social account. The moment I opened it, I immediately saw a photo that my friend shared to me.

It was a short speech by the former CEO of Coca Cola Mr. Bryan Dyson.

Take time to read, it will only take more or less 30 seconds of your time but it might change you for a lifetime.

Well, this one actually hit me that’s why I’m sharing this to all you.

From now own, I will set on top of my list what’s “REALLY” matters and what’s ‘REALLY” valuable in life.

Finally, I was able to post again! Urgh!

You see, it’s been a week now since I wanted to update this blog but I was having a problem logging in. I already email my hosting provider but somehow the same problem still occurs. I’m a bit wary for I really don’t know what’s wrong with this blog.

I will try to search for answers thru browsing and forums later. I hope I will get a relevant answer that will give me a permanent solution.

I really felt the need to spend more time with my sons lately.

I think some of you here know that I’ve been working again offline. I really can’t control my eagerness to work again especially because I’ve been a working mom since I gave birth to my first born. But somehow this offline work really eats most of my time during the day that when I get home, I usually end being the last one standing – awake.

Unfortunately because of that, I rarely bond with my kids anymore- no more kid games and kulit talks with them which makes me sadder and somehow feel “un-motherly” at the same time. Urgh! Oh well, I think I need to accept the fact that all of these are part of the sacrifice of a working mom.

This is my worst day ever! Urgh!

I was busy finishing my online tasks this morning when an irritable pest sent me a message! Urgh! It really ruined my day especially when my friend ask me to say sorry to her. What the heck?! I thought she hated that girl? And now he wants me to say sorry? I began to realize that every single time that I treated him as a friend it was all nonsense! FAKE!

Why such people do exists in this world? Why do I always have to feel the pain at the end? It was all too late when I analyzed the whole situation and now it’s time for me to end it. Just to put an end to the complications I’ve done in my life and just to have a piece of mind. I don’t think any slot games will make me feel better after this day.